Saturday, July 09, 2005

odd dream

it was in Alagheny a little town I grew up in but not. J ( my curent partner) was there and we were going to go swimming at a cool spot to swim on a creek there. we were probly 100 ft ftom the car and a flash flood started down the hill. he got to the car befor me but I got in to safety and we took off to the only true high ground there ( in my dream). we got to a huge what seemed like a theatre or reasurch station. it had the theatlr part but had a huge telescope and all kinds of monitering stuff for weather and natural disasters and such. my land lord was there but not his wife. my sisters husband and my ex were there. there were many people around I recognised from the SCA mostly men odly enough.

J left for some reason, he just wasnt there for some reason. oh and there was a denny's in the theatre that was searving food to all the people lucky enough to get out of the storm. I felt out of place as I usualt do in dreams. along with all of the people there there were all the cats that had been misplace in the storm. I found much comfort in the cats and their unjudgmental ways.

I startid feeling scare after more people started ariving. I was mostly hiding and staying away from people at that point. I was in a room where most of that cats were being kept. my land lord pulled out his bag that he always caried and started giving all the cats beggin strips... this is funny to me because he doesnt have cats but all his dogs are adicted to those beggin strips.

someone was looking for me and all I coud do is run and try to hide. I felt the most absolute terror of them hurting me. I was hiding in a latge stand up tool box that had metal mesh on the front and I had locked it from the inside so no one could get me.

people werre all going home cleaning up from the after math of the flood. I was outside looking at the dragon flys that were every were. some were landing on me and I felt the most calming peace. houses were covered bt large sheets of black plastic. some neighbors started throwing popcorn on the black plastic and laughing that it was popping due to the heat from the sun.

I was talking to one of the repair guys that was fixing a building next door. a buildng that a friend of my famleys had lived in wile I was growing up. he asked my why I was still there and I told him I was terified to leave. he looked at one of the dragon flys that was still on my arm and said everything has to fly away eventualy. with him saying that all the dragon flys took off and left me. he blew up a balloon and gave it to me but it sliped out of my hands. he told me to go find it. I looked at it and wished I could fly away and be free floating along like that balloon feeling the most bliss ever till it was over.

I dont know what it all means but it left me feeling like I needed to be doing something that Im not. something that Im holding myself back from doing. who Knows what it all means. Ill think on it and try to learn/decern some of the meanings in the dream to try to read it beter. who knows maybe in a couple days you will be reading my interpritations and learning what its going to give me.

2 Comments:

Blogger Shel said...

You really are going to have to let up on the crack before bedtime. lol Will be watching to see what this dream holds for ya in the future. I can't believe you remembered so much of it!

July 09, 2005 1:32 PM  
Blogger graeye said...

lol that ones not as good as the duck f***ing one lol. I always remember my dreams its just the ones that I feel like are sending me a message that I pay atention to most. I left alot of detail out of that one but yeah i have realy clear dreams nost days.

July 09, 2005 3:47 PM  

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