so many projects...
I think I may have too much on my plate at the moment! it's fun though. I dont seem to have enough hours in the day to get all my projects done. a lot of them are plans for Xmas and I know that's a few months off but it's closer than I would like it to be with as much stuff as I want to get done.
right now Im Quilting. its a project that has been in the works for a while. I finaly got all the things I need for it today. last xmas I made quilts for the kids and they absolutly love them. their mom loved them too and commissioned one for her bed. Im hoping to get it done by the end of the month. its in blues, purples and greens. its going to kick ass. Ill try to remember to post pics hehe.
my other major project is involving lots and lots of clam shells. its been realy fun going down to the lake to gather shells and the pup absolutly loves to run in the water.. the lake is being droped 8 ft so they can do repairs on the dam. its realy droped the water a lot and they arent even close to finished letting water out. the good thing about the water being low is that I have been having a blast going down and colecting shells that are everywhere. I was just picking up the perfect ones but now I need all I can find broken ones especialy. dont care if theyre broken cause Im going to be taking a hamer to them so I can use them. I have a lot of shells already but not nearly enough for the stuff I have to do. when granny found out about my plans she wanted me to do lots so the things I was going to do originaly, doubled. Ill try to remember pics lol which is going to be fun cause Im using alot of them for gifts.
I wouldnt normaly have issues with these 2 projects but other things keep interupting them. like gramps perking up and saying I have a job for you! his jobs are usualy fun though. the latest one was organising all the food in the house. I went and for another storage cabinet and asssembled it. Phew that was fun took me a couple hours. I love 11 pages of instructions that were translated by someone not english speaking. but realy it was fun I love building things. then it was off to emptying the 2 storage cabinets we already had to get rid of old food and take stock of what we already had. oh my goodness we have a lot of brown gravy mix. lol it seems its grannys favorite thing to buy. so any ways I got that done today.
my other thing Im working around is my messed up sleep. my docs have been trying to help me with it but the last thing we tryed I was alergic to so now I have to wait till the 31st to see what other ideas they come up with. the problem we are trying to conquer is I sleep very lightly and get woken by just about every sound or movement at night. its wreaking hell on my energy and moods during the day. not being able to get sleep sucks. feeling more tired when you wake than when you went to bed sucks. trying drug after drug to no avail sucks. we did find one great fix. Ambien works great for me. the only problem is the side efects. when I take Ambien I forget everything. it gives me short term amnesia. not so good for functioning on a day to day basis. it really blows to do driving and go where the fuck am I and why am I driving? so well no more Ambien for me and of course I gave up the sleep that went with it. all I can hope is that when I go in on the 31st that they might have thought of something that might work to help me sleep deeper.
my sleep problem is odd. I dont get good sleep cause I never get deep enough to realy rest like I should. most people if they dream they are getting adiquate sleep. with me that doesnt apply. because of teaching myself to lucid dream when I was younger I seem to have fucked something up. I dream when Im awake I control a lot of what I dream so as to not have nightmares. granted I still have odd dreams as you all know lol. I guess my body has gotten so used to me being awake that its fucking up when I should be getting rest. waking almost completly up while dreaming is causing me fits. I love my lucid dreaming but if I had known that this was going to be an affect of it I wouldnt have gotten so into it as a teen. minor sleep deprivation blows big green festering donky dicks!!! but hey I guess it could be worse I could be getting no sleep at all.
love and light
right now Im Quilting. its a project that has been in the works for a while. I finaly got all the things I need for it today. last xmas I made quilts for the kids and they absolutly love them. their mom loved them too and commissioned one for her bed. Im hoping to get it done by the end of the month. its in blues, purples and greens. its going to kick ass. Ill try to remember to post pics hehe.
my other major project is involving lots and lots of clam shells. its been realy fun going down to the lake to gather shells and the pup absolutly loves to run in the water.. the lake is being droped 8 ft so they can do repairs on the dam. its realy droped the water a lot and they arent even close to finished letting water out. the good thing about the water being low is that I have been having a blast going down and colecting shells that are everywhere. I was just picking up the perfect ones but now I need all I can find broken ones especialy. dont care if theyre broken cause Im going to be taking a hamer to them so I can use them. I have a lot of shells already but not nearly enough for the stuff I have to do. when granny found out about my plans she wanted me to do lots so the things I was going to do originaly, doubled. Ill try to remember pics lol which is going to be fun cause Im using alot of them for gifts.
I wouldnt normaly have issues with these 2 projects but other things keep interupting them. like gramps perking up and saying I have a job for you! his jobs are usualy fun though. the latest one was organising all the food in the house. I went and for another storage cabinet and asssembled it. Phew that was fun took me a couple hours. I love 11 pages of instructions that were translated by someone not english speaking. but realy it was fun I love building things. then it was off to emptying the 2 storage cabinets we already had to get rid of old food and take stock of what we already had. oh my goodness we have a lot of brown gravy mix. lol it seems its grannys favorite thing to buy. so any ways I got that done today.
my other thing Im working around is my messed up sleep. my docs have been trying to help me with it but the last thing we tryed I was alergic to so now I have to wait till the 31st to see what other ideas they come up with. the problem we are trying to conquer is I sleep very lightly and get woken by just about every sound or movement at night. its wreaking hell on my energy and moods during the day. not being able to get sleep sucks. feeling more tired when you wake than when you went to bed sucks. trying drug after drug to no avail sucks. we did find one great fix. Ambien works great for me. the only problem is the side efects. when I take Ambien I forget everything. it gives me short term amnesia. not so good for functioning on a day to day basis. it really blows to do driving and go where the fuck am I and why am I driving? so well no more Ambien for me and of course I gave up the sleep that went with it. all I can hope is that when I go in on the 31st that they might have thought of something that might work to help me sleep deeper.
my sleep problem is odd. I dont get good sleep cause I never get deep enough to realy rest like I should. most people if they dream they are getting adiquate sleep. with me that doesnt apply. because of teaching myself to lucid dream when I was younger I seem to have fucked something up. I dream when Im awake I control a lot of what I dream so as to not have nightmares. granted I still have odd dreams as you all know lol. I guess my body has gotten so used to me being awake that its fucking up when I should be getting rest. waking almost completly up while dreaming is causing me fits. I love my lucid dreaming but if I had known that this was going to be an affect of it I wouldnt have gotten so into it as a teen. minor sleep deprivation blows big green festering donky dicks!!! but hey I guess it could be worse I could be getting no sleep at all.
love and light
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