what is it...

what is it about puppies that seems to take everything away. all I have to do is sit with them and touch there fur and smell there breath. the world simply disapears. there is no sadness no wrong just the simplicity of there little steps and the look of contentment in there eyes. there are no thoughts just moments of pure right.

I know Im going insane I crave the tine with them. when I get home from work I need to see them when I feel off I crave there little paws on me there sharp teeth pulling at my clothes and digging at my toes. they are poetry to me. If I could stop time it would be then when Im with them. Im seriously considering a vipassana retreat. I think about it alot when Im with the pups. blocking everything out but one thing like I do with them. dont know when Ill be able to do it though cause its 10 days I have to take to do it. I just feel like I need to make it something Im going to do. I want to do it cause I think I will be able to get that puppy feeling there. that feeling like everything is ok no mater how it realy is.

yeah I know its weird but so am I.

love and light