being social

ok so I just had the most fab afternoon in a long time. went to aply for a job and they need a resume that I didnt have so now I have to make one to take to them tomorow.... anywways afterward went to IHOP for something to drink and a bite to eat. got there and got abandoned by my weighter. there were some people just hanging out so I went and sat with them wile I waited for some one to knotice I was there and wanted service. got to chating with people and more people joined in and it was so great. Id forgoten what its like to be in a big group of people just hanging out ank shooting the shit. had so much fun. Im feeling a bit high at the moment Im not sure if it was the coffe or the fact that I havent realy dome that since beiing here. Ive led a prety solitary life here. Im defenetly thinking its time to find some cool people to hand out with. Id forgoten what a releif it can be to spend energy on nothing at all but having fun. even though I didnt know any of the people I was hanging out with there were no uncomfortable minutes waiting on someone to say something. it was just like we had all mew eachother for ever. it was very comfortable and plesant. Id forgoten how chatty I can be. it even got to the point that wvery one was chatting at once and everyone was still listening. it was like I was back with Colin and the old group everyone was excepting of me. made me feel normal for a minute. acualy spent like 5 hours there. god it was like a vacation to my mind. anyways ust riding the social high. Ill have to remember to seek it again soon.

love and light