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things are progressing with my L&I but far to slowly for my liking. Im currently waiting on an independent Dr. to review my case. the next available apt is on the 30th. that just seems like way to long to wait. Im hoping for an opening I can jump into before then.

there is more drama going on in the house. one of the roommates is growing pot in his room. he says he has a green card... aether way not thrilled about it. the house as a whole is not happy with it. Jer and I are saving money to move. Ive just lost the will to be here. to fight all the crap that comes through. some people look to me to deal with most of the crap going on in the house. sometimes I try to make things better but mostly I dont want to deal with it. being the house 'mom' blows and I just dont want the responsibility. Im unsure if when we move it will be just us or if we will have roommates again. on one hand I would miss having other people around but then again not having to rely on other people to pay there bills and be reliable would be great. the worst is waiting on the funds and finding a place to be that is not here. Im so tired of here.