7-7

Today has not been a great day so far. Ive been checking on the status of my L&I regularly and kicking people in the but where I need to. today was the first time I actually got to talk to my state worker. it wasnt a good conversation. everyone Ive been dealing with so far has been clear and suportive and has taken the time to listen to me. my talk with the state guy was more like I dont have time to talk to you, dont interupt me when Im talking and I dont want to hear whats going on send me a fax. I realize he handles a lot of cases and couldnt know what was going on with mine but wow I feel useless at the moment. he got into my case and said I should get a letter with further instructions. the other state people have at least taken the time to catch me up on things as they see it in my file. this guy was like I have 3 options grant the reopen, flat deny or send for a letter of clarification. " I sent you a letter. respond to it and Ill review things again. you will be getting a letter after I re review. " the guy seemed like he was pissed that I called. first day working with all this that I feel pounded on and like Im making no headway at all. Ill talk to my dr tomorrow cause she isnt in today and see what she is puting in her letter. Ill work on my letter to him today. I hate the days when its hard and I dont feel like Im getting anywhere and its to much to continue. I will keep doing it I have to but that doesnt stop the feeling that its all for not. having state guy 'reassure' me that most cases like these get denied is not helping my mental state any at all. bleh.