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life is way to much to deal with right now. I'd forgotten how draining it was to look for a therapist and dr. and stuff. the worst part is hoping and then being told that there is not a program that I fit the peramiters for. I dot know if its worth it to keep going and feel crapy all the time or just deal with feeling mosterously bad and find what I need. why cant there just be a list of available services for people who dont have insurance and cant afford tons of money paying for help. mental health issues suck. all I want is a therapist why do things have to be so dificult.