Thursday, August 18, 2011

8/18

well my L&I case was denied. I can appeal which could take forever going through everything again or I can just buck up and get back to work. I have to get back to work I cant afford not to be working. we are going to have to see what happens with what has been option # 2, opening a new case all together. since my case worker is on vacation till monday I have to wait on her opinions and go from there. aether way my FMLA runs out on the 30th so Ill be going back to work and fighting to do PT around work or Ill be out of a job and looking for work will doing PT. both suck there is no doubt about it. since Im sure that Lowe's is still unwilling to accommodate me for light duty. I am unsure what my options are once my FMLA time runs out.

Ive taken to making trees in my time trying to keep my mind calm. stress is not being very nice to me right now. the wile work is very time consuming. the finished product im coming up with are great. Sydny even made a couple yesterday. she enjoyed it and cant decide which of the 2 she made she really likes more and wants to keep. I think both are great. Im hoping today to get some pictures of the ones Ive made so far posted. making them is not easy and takes time but its rewarding and does calm my mind. I love the trees I started using speaker wire. there are so many strands of wire to work with the finished product is stunning. the only draw back to the speaker wire is the strands are so fine that if I want to bead the wire I have to use very small bead chips and there has to be a lot of chips. I had planned on using peridot chips on one but couldnt do it once I got the tree shaped. its so perfect with just the wire that I couldnt mess with it once I got it shaped. its pure and I felt like it would ruin it to change it once I finished shaping it.

tree making is all fine and good but its not helping with the bills and that needs to be my priority right now. I need to get back to working on whats essential instead of what feels good. its a shame I dont have the time and resources to make both one and the same.

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