10-14

today is turning out to be a pretty rough day. I have an appointment a 2:40 to have Brin put down. its hard and crappy but I think its time. he is way to unpredictable to be safe now. he has attacked raiden 4 times already today. he went after him in the middle of the night last night. its scary to wake up to the dogs fighting on the bed with you. Brin has never been quit right so we have known for a wile now that we were going to have to put him down. it just sucks to have to do it. I love him so much so its really hard. puting him down now is easier than having to put him down after he kills Raiden or another dog. there have been other times that I thought I would have to but I always said no lets wait and just went on dealing with him being crazy. It cant wait now things have just goten to bad with him. sad, Im just realy sad.