today

today was productive. our rooms got cleaned and steam cleaned. Gramps was impresses! toodled around alot played some dungon keeper with J. had a convo about money and my not being so thrifty with it lately.

the # thing is kinda funny cause Ive have a few tarot readings lately telling me not to over spend but yet again I have. last month it was rocks this month it was that new tarot deck I just had to have... ok so well it was 3 but I got great deals on them all. my goal is to not have to borrow gass # next pay period.

had a big famely blow out yesterday and then after a huge screaming match it ended and everyone is good again. it did suck for me though getting screamed at by the big guy next door, the kids dad. amyways glad its over. today was to relax and have fun and I did. hell it was even fun and productive.

my drugs are doing good and bad. the good is I have plenty of energy and am not sleeping my way through the day. the realy sucky thing is my reactions to the sun are horendous on litheum. my eyes are constantly dialated and driving home at night is a pain literaly when you eyes wont close down in reaction to light. my dr sugjestion was to wear shades and stay out of the sun. so its like great, I feel good but the sun and excessive light gives me migraines. fab and woo hoo. I guess nothing is free. the sun and its pain is the price I now pay for having energy and not feeling like Im going to killl myself. all in all not a bad trade.

love and light