4/6

today was so nice out. I'm starting to get into wanting summer to be here already. Shel made the yummy stuff for dinner frilled chicken and photatoe salad its like potato salad but made with cauliflower instead of potatoes. it was the supper yummyness. things have been good. I did have a bit of a freak out session a couple nights ago. I think I just really needed a good cry. I do feel better having done it though I'm going to try to keep the emotional spillage to a minimal. I think it had a lot to do with the fact that I haven't had one of my meds in a couple day. yes I'm getting more so things will be back to normal soon. I don't remember if I mentioned it before but we were going to be getting bikes with my tax money. well tax money came and went and still no bikes. I'm totally bummed but cars broke and had to be fixed so fun stuff got pushed to the back burner. hopefully my mom will be bale to help me out with a loan soon and somethings will get taken care of then. it would be so nice to have the bikes. I would love to go riding on the trails on my days off. oh well all I can do is wait and hope things will work out soon.