2/27

I cant believe its the end of February already. Ive been at my job one month now. thats cool. the month has flown by. I'm frustrated I have things that are on my mind and I want to get them off my mind but I'm not so sure its safe really. that kinda sounds stupid but there are other people involved and some potentially big decisions to be made. I'm going to be a wreck if things don't get sorted out soon. other than bigger things on my mind I'm doing ok. I miss my mother. now that my dad isn't there I worry about her more. stress sucks. I'm hoping that in a week or so it will all just get resolved and I wont have to worry about it anymore. had quite the fiasco yesterday. I got my work schedules mixed up and ended up going to work for a 7-4 shift when it was really a 10-7 shift. had a nice nap in my car due to that one lol. I'm hoping to be paying more attention to the calendar and my scheduling to prevent another long nap at work or even worse a late start. even though I was way early the day was good. very busy but good.