2/23

recently in posts and emails Iv had people wish that my life was better for me. my life is good really I have a job that pays decent with decent hours I'm in a relationship with someone granted not the relationship I want but one none the less. I have 2 beautiful kids and good relationships with all the people Ive had relationships with in the past. I have some of the worlds best friends who are there for me no mater what. I'm rich in life. I feel blessed I really do. I'm just looking for something more and I'm not sure what that something more is. I have to fight everyday for what I have and I feel like that is just. whats the point of having everything that I do if I didn't have to fight for it. I feel like everything I have is worth fighting for. and I know that someday I will find that something Ive been looking for to fill the little hole in my heart. truly I have no complaints. I'm just always looking to better what I have. so thank you to all of you out there who are a part of my life and who make me so rich. I love you all.