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life is still boring. I had a couple days taken up by potter porn but the story is all read again well for like the 12 time really. for all of you who like Harry Potter you might try reading the Mirror of Maybe. its a really cool story and one of my favorites there are 12 or 13 chapters I think and new ones coming as she rites them. I'm always waiting for another chapter. I'm totally addicted. still no aunt flo as my friend would say. the last pregnancy test was yet again a negative. so I wait for next week to do another test and hope for results. hell then I would at least know why I'm not having my period. Ive been off by a few days before but never 2 and a half weeks. I'm a bit apprehensive about Tuesday. its my day off and Jer and I are going to go skating. Ive never been roller skating before and I know I'm going to fall on my ass a whole bunch but I'm still willing to try and get good enough at it to be able to go speed skating with Jer. he used to do it a lot when he was younger and wants to start doing it again so I'm game. hell I'm in desperate need of a hobby anyways. we got bikes too. so I'm hoping that between the bikes and Jers want to be doing something other than sitting around Ill be losing me some weight. losing weight is good and I'm tired of being fat. Ive been eating better and less which was a problem for me for a wile. the pants I bought a couple weeks ago are to big now. its a good thing but it really sucks too cause they are work pants and I have to wear them. I think I might be taking a trip to the thrift store with Shel next time to try to get me something that isn't falling off my but. the pissy part is Ive only lost like 10 lbs but it was enough to totally ruin a new pair of pants. wow I guess more has been going on that I thought. till next time I guess.