6/22

today was a super sucky day with a happy ending. I woke up at about 5 in a full blown panic attack. it sucked and try as hard as I could I didn't get back to sleep. so up I was at 8 for work. the day was really hard the first 4 hours were in a tunnely sort of feel. or as my therapist would say I was disassociating. anyways it sucked and there were more than a few occasions I was ready to call it quits and go home but I didn't. I'm pretty proud of making it through the day feeling as vile as I did. the important thing is I did make it. I was so glad to get home. my head was pounding but it was still good to be home. we had breakfast for dinner. the eggs were perfect and the bacon was just as yummy. after dinner I persuaded Jer to take me to a movie. we saw 28 weeks later. it was ok just as creepy as the first and it left room for yet another sequel. I probably wont be seeing the third in the theaters. I'm more of an at home horror movie kinda girl. so now its way late and I have to go to bed which I don't want to do cause I'm still edgy from watching the movie. sleeping on a horror movie never sets well but the movie was my choice so I get to face the consequences.