work is kicking my sick ass....

ok so being sick the first week of work has sucked the big one. Im still going to work. Im tired and cranky when I get home and all I have had the energy to do is to come home and crawl into bed with starroge and sleep. I cant wait for my energy to come back so I can stop taking dayquill to make it through the day. the days at work are getting longer. yesterday was 12 ass kicking hours with all the getting ready for our grand opening tomorow. Im a bit miffed realy I am suposed to be doing all these things to help the store to run but I have goten no training yet. everyone else has goten there training so wheres mine? they are telling me next wednes day will be when training for me starts. that doesnt give me much hope for the next couple days. what am I going to be doing when everyone else is doing there jobs? sit around and look cute?

wow feeling miserable is not doing much for my patience. I think I need a big ol' nap and a chill pill lol.

Kylara, is there a way to do preorders with thte candle thingy? cause if we could I know we could make bank of the imployees at my work. most are females and love candles. Im sure I could do some preselling for the party. and it would also give those a chance who couldnt make it to the party to get some stuff too. let me know.

love and light

Im back

Starroge got my comp fixed!!! YAY its a linux machine now to help him with his school. Im getting used to it and so far I have no complaints. glad to be back!

Technical Difficulties

Well, Gens computer blew up again (not her fault). So, she's semi/mostly offline until I get it up and running, which should be by this weekend hopefully.

As always, shoot her an email if you wish to get in touch, or comment here.

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first day...

well the first day at the job went well. it was fun it was just me and the boss and another girl from another store. all we realy did was do set ups of displays for merchandise. it was great! looking forward to getting inventory and setting the store up.

talked to my boss alot and it turns out that my job is the only one in the store with a solid scedule. 5 days of work and weekends off! WooHoo so happy about that I do so much beter on a solid scedule. its going to be great having a job that keeps me busy all the time. realy looking forward to training though stocking the store is going to be fun too. Ive never had a job I feel so good about or so happy with. my boss told me todat I was going to be her right hand person in the store keeping her informed on how inventory is going.

love and light

the greatness keeps on giving!

ok so the great interview yesterday was toped today when I called in to see if the drug tests were back yet. Randy asked me if I minded changing positions. at first I thought she found someone beter for photo and she wants me to just be a cashier. but no she wants me to the the inventory control manager. she wants me to be in charge of shiping and receiving and to control the stors inventory. its fucking mind blowing. I havent even started the job and I got a raise and promotion already.

went to walmart and got some work clothes today. since I have lost so much weight and have lost all my old clothes I had to get new stuff that was work compatible. work is business casual so I needed slacks and nice work clothes
Im so glad I took Mark allen with me. he prety much picked out clothes for me to give me a good start on work clothes. Damn that boy has fashion sence. thanks to him I am going to be looking great at work. next shopping trip is defenetly going to include him!

love and ligh

good day.

had a great but realy tireing day today. went to a job interview. well it didnt start off that easy.... I went to the new walgreens wich was where I was aplying for and it turned out that they wernt doing the interviews there but at a different store. so I went to the apropriet location was a bit late for my apt but the lady I was interviewing with was super nice about the confusion. we talked for a long time way into the next persons interview time hehe. Randy the lady I interviewed with was so great we hardly talked job stuff at all just chated about everything. she liked me so much she hired me on the spot providing I passed the drug test.

applying for the job was fun getting it was beter. aplied on the 6th got called for an interview the next day and got hired first thing. she called me first,interviewed me first and I was her first hire for the new store. I wanted to get into pharmacy but I got into photo. she says I will be the first transfer into pharmacy once the store gets off its feet beter. I have a great starting wage and that will go up when I transfer to pharmacy. you have to be certified to work in pharmacy so they provide the training for you. it fucking rocks.

so I have a job that was no pain to get. I feel like this is going to be a great job all in all and the benefits are great. Im so pleased. iff I pass the drug test wich I know I will I start thurs.

love light and supper happy reikiness!!!

I do love to play...

1. Name someone with the same birthday as you. patsy cline
2. Where was your first kiss? cant remember that one
3. Have you ever seriously vandalized someone else's property? no
4. Have you ever hit someone of the opposite sex? not in anger
5. Have you ever sung in front of a large number of people? only at school concerts and such
6. What's the first thing you notice about the preferred sex? its not realy one thing its more of a whole
8. What do you order at the Coffee Bean? when I have the chance mocah frappachinos
9. What is your biggest mistake? not listening to waht I want and putting myself behind others wants
10. Have you ever hurt yourself on purpose? yes but not in a long time
11. Say something totally random about yourself. Im giving to a fault
12. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity? no lol
13. Do you still watch kiddy movies or tv shows? yes sponge bob square pants rocks
14. Did you have braces? no
15. Are you comfortable with your height? no I like to be tall
16. What is the most romantic thing someone of the opposite sex has done for you? never been with anyone who thought about romance realy
17. When do you know it's love? it usualy takes me a wile Im stuborn and deny it
18. Do you speak any other languages? no but Im wanting to change that
19. Have you ever been to a tanning salon? not to tan
20. What magazines do you read? popular machanics mostly I would like to read more but that would take $ for the subscription
21. Have you ever ridden in a limo? yes
22. Has anyone you were really close to passed away? yes
23. Do you watch MTV? not on purpose
24. What's something that really annoys you?
25. What's something you really like? dark chocolate, the moon, water
26. Do you like Michael Jackson? he has worked so hard to be something he wasnt ment to be its painfull to even picture him
27. Can you dance? yes but I usualy dont force it on others
28. What's the latest you have ever stayed up? Ive spent far to long awake many times
29. Have you ever been rushed by an ambulance into the emergency room? no
30. Do you actually read these when other people fill them out? I do and I have a habit of stealing them from others

I hit my little kitty with the car. I didnt see her and when I got out I herd her she had her little paw under the tire and she was making the worst sound. I had to move the car to get her out. she is so little only a few weeks old just old enough to be out and moving around. Im so sad I hurt her. all I can do is keep her in a box and see waht tomorow brings. I dont have the $4 to take her to the vet.. it makes me so sad what I did I feel offle. I still cant stop crying. I checked befor I left so I wouldnt get one of them. I didnt even see her. she caught my heart when I first saw them and now I may have killed her. I dont know waht to do. I know I will have to put her outisde tomorow an dI guess Ill just hope she makes it. granny and gramps wont let me keep her. I just dont want her to die. maybe Ill call the vet tomorow and see if they will take het. I looked and didnt see any blood but she wont let me see her leg. I just dont know waht to do I feel so bad for hurting another being like that.