mothers day

ok so today I bought myself flowers for mothers day. I know its pathetic but I just wanted to be realized on that day.. even with all my failings I love being a mother so I bought something so I could feel like I was remembered.

when IO got home from work flowers in hand and being told how depressing it was that I had goten them for me cause no one else would remember I saw a card on the table from my Sydny. it was so beautifull it made me feel so good inside to get it. thank you so much Shel. ty for remembering me and helping Sydny to remember me too.

Shel, you are the best in so many ways for my little girl growing up. learning so much from you. learning how to be strong and beautifull just like you. just like her mother. you are the worlds greatest mother. I love you.

today

today was productive. our rooms got cleaned and steam cleaned. Gramps was impresses! toodled around alot played some dungon keeper with J. had a convo about money and my not being so thrifty with it lately.

the # thing is kinda funny cause Ive have a few tarot readings lately telling me not to over spend but yet again I have. last month it was rocks this month it was that new tarot deck I just had to have... ok so well it was 3 but I got great deals on them all. my goal is to not have to borrow gass # next pay period.

had a big famely blow out yesterday and then after a huge screaming match it ended and everyone is good again. it did suck for me though getting screamed at by the big guy next door, the kids dad. amyways glad its over. today was to relax and have fun and I did. hell it was even fun and productive.

my drugs are doing good and bad. the good is I have plenty of energy and am not sleeping my way through the day. the realy sucky thing is my reactions to the sun are horendous on litheum. my eyes are constantly dialated and driving home at night is a pain literaly when you eyes wont close down in reaction to light. my dr sugjestion was to wear shades and stay out of the sun. so its like great, I feel good but the sun and excessive light gives me migraines. fab and woo hoo. I guess nothing is free. the sun and its pain is the price I now pay for having energy and not feeling like Im going to killl myself. all in all not a bad trade.

love and light

birthday post

Go to Wikipedia and look up your birth day (excluding the year). List one death, two births and four interesting facts in your journal, including the year.

for me its september 8th


events: 1504 Michaelangeloes david is revealed in florence
1900 a powerfull huricane hits Galviston killing 8000
1974 watergate scandal
2003 12 year old girl is sued by the RIAA for sharing music at school illegelly


births: Pink, american singer


deaths: 1949 richard Strauss, composer
1981 roy wilkins, american civil rights activest